Day 38

I'm still here. I'm trying. 

This week has been the shittiest week of my life. I don't remember ever feeling this low since grade 10. I hate how easily I get so sad. It's like one word and my entire mood changes and it's so hard to change it back. 

Sigh. I don't know what else to say. Lol no one's here to comfort me. 

Day 31

I'd going to bed. 

If my heart and head would stop being so goddamn loud.