Uhm lets talk about my day I guess.
So I missed practice this morning, I didn't skip, I missed it. I overslept. My alarm went off at 5 and I woke up and normally I have a few alarms so when I fall back into mini sleeps, it wakes me up again but for some reason, it wasn't like that this morning, idk why I didn't turn them all on last night.
Anyway, so my alarm rang off. I woke up to turn it off. Then as I was wondering about my ankle, because I was really concerned about it I fell asleep. I didn't realize this though until I was waking up at 6 because I got a text from my friend asking me where I was. It was too late to go to practice now anyway, he would bitch it my face and then I'd get the same penalty as not showing up so I just didn't go anymore. I went back to bed.
Then I talked with Hannah for a bit. Listened to her because I love her and I'm always willing to hear what she has to say. Anyway, I got jealous from the entire conversation but let's not go into details of why.
And I don't know why but I was really upset all morning. More than glum upset. It's weird though because I would be so sad and the I go out my room, and see someone and instant happiness. It's like I can turn off the sadness so well when I'm with other people. But only if I'm talking and interacting.
My first class, Astronomy I was late. Sat next to Emily, it was okay. Seems like it'll be a good class. Then I went to Matts, sat wth Tino, saw the-girl. That's what I'll call her. The-girl. I like her. I want her. Anyways saw her, talked to her. Gets red it was just one sentence, but it was good enough because she wasn't a bitch like I know she can be.
Saw Trai, live how excited he always is to see me, da Miranda. Then went to my next class. The professor is always too excited to see me and these terms of endearment that he always gives me are kinda creepy. But he's nice and the class was fun.
Hung out my the theater with Priscilla for a bit after that and then just went to my room to chill before practice. I didn't end up chilling though, I cleaned a bit of my side of the room cause it was bad.
Went to practice, got told that I won't be competing this weekend because I didn't go to morning practice, ran 4 miles, hurdle drills, stretched, went to trainers. Honestly for most of that run, all I could think was I hate this fucking coach. I hate this school. I hate life. Like that was the most unrelaxing run ever. I didn't feel any better after running. It sucked.
Went to a mini meeting, was super awkward.
Went to the mailroom, got my package back that I have to deliver tomorrow.
Went to dinner.
Went back to my room.
Not much fun today. I honestly don't like this school though. It's not fun at all. Yeah, there are some cool people here but I dunno, maybe I'm just pessimistic because I'm always so depressed.
Feeling kinda sad now but it don't matter. It'll get better..
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